Reflect on a specific gender expectation imposed by your culture that has been the most challenging to navigate. In 2-3 sentences, describe one clear example of this expectation and explain why it has been difficult for you. Ensure your response is concise, vivid, and focused on personal experience.

 Prompt Response: My father taught me emotions are harmful when others see them. I burrowed my own emotions so that others around me would not have to be burdened with them. I was taught this habit from a young age. I'll probably never express my emotions as freely as others. Although I have learned from friends and those close to me how to be vulnerable. When I was with an old ex-girlfriend of mine, I didn't know how to express my emotions especially those deemed ugly. Due to this we obviously didn't last among some other reasons. 

Summary: I assume in class we finished up our story boards. I do not know because I was absent. Although I did finish up my story board today at home.

Reflection: Writing this blog is usually the hardest part of my day. Reflecting on my life and emotions is painful. I hope one day I can live without feeling like a burden to those around me. 

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